Kemaren itu rasanya awkward banget, ga mikir bakal ada something special would be happen. Siang siangnya pergi nonton dbl liat smantri main, waktu dijalan kaget- kaget garagara dibelakang mobil ada ninja hijau bang tegar, shocked banget, waktu mau masuk pun papasan, tapi udahlah, malesin juga. Kagetnya garagara udah lama galiat dia padahal satu sekolahan.
Abis panas- panasan nonton dbl, ke pantai dulu ngadem sambil cerita- cerita masalah revi kemaren, ga berujung pangkal. Dedek janji ngejemput, yaudah aku oke- oke aja, si gelsi sama fitria rempong bgt soalnya. Terus kan kiranya dedek ngejemput pake mobil, yaudah karna si gelsi fitria ribet banget gatau kemana anterin mereka keluar, maunya sih ya, pergi berempat bareng- bareng mereka gitu kayak pergi sama rakel, tapi kan ga mungkin, aku sama dedek masih pdktan. Waktu nyamperin dedek pun sepatu kanan aku masuk ke lumpur, sial bgt-_- Terus kan kita muter- muter, masih belum tau kemana, terus dia ngajak makan, yaa biasalah aku kalo ditanya pergi makan sih bilang "terserah" dia nya ngotot mana ada tempat makan terserah, yaagitudeh, akhirnya kita ke ht spbu. Dia nya suka banget megangin kepala aku, padahal ya biasanya aku gasuka, but with him I feel saved and comfort. Dia nya tenang banget, baik, penyayang, sabar pula.
Sampai di ht ya kita mesen terus kita bicara- bicara, dia nya melotot- melototin matanya, baru sadar kalo dia sipit haha, yang ngeselinnya sama dedek dia bilangin aku loyo terus-_- ah tapi sudahlah. Dia asma. Cerita- cerita ttg keluarganya, temen temen smp aku, temen smp dia. Sebenernya segan bgt harus dia yg bayar semuanya, tapi gimanalah, aku jd diam ga berkutik waktu dia bayar bill. Aku nyuruh dia solat, yakin bgt dia solat cepat- cepat takut aku mati bosan nungguin dia solat.
Waktu liat jam, masih jam 7.03 jadi dedek bilang puter- puter pantai aja sampai jam8. Abangnya gelsi lg marah- marah, jadinya aku dianter dedek pulang. Yang lucunya mereka histeris waktu aku bilang aku mau ke pantai haha, maaf sering ngerepotin kalian:* at the first he hold my hand, and i dont know why i didnot ignore to hold his hand too, and then he asked me isnt ok he do that, really I'm confused, but he really a gentle. How can I ignore him? And then I said its ok. And from veteran until home he still hold my hand, sometimes he put my hand on his thigh or on his stomach until my hand sweat. He become anxious about my condition, he become sooo well in my mind. He warm up my hands and fussy why I am like that, dont care at all with my body. And when in front of blue tend in the car he said that he love me, he feel saved with me, he said that I'm kind, beautiful, not arrogant. But he just dont know, not yet. I'm too moody. And then I said yes I wanna be with him. I dont know what i feel now, but he treat me, like I am is his princess. Actually I can't a relationship so fast like this. But I do now, for him:)
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