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"Can't count the days on one hand that we've been together. They said it wouldn't work but what did they know? Cause years have passed and were still here today"

Gak tau deh mau ngeposting apa, dia lagi di dhamasraya, 10 hari disana. Sebelum dia pergi iyasih tiap hari ketemu. Dan sehari sebelum dia pergi, sempat berantem gara-gara dia ngelarang pergi keluar, ampunlah. Mana bisa diatur- atur gitu. Terus libur gakboleh kemana- mana gitu? Mama papa aja nggak ngelarang, sedangkan dia? Okelah alasannya "gak baik cewek keluar tiap hari, trus apa kata orang kalo keluar tiap hari" tapi ya mana bisa, this is my life, mine, not their. Sampai diancam mau putus gara-gara itu, dibikin nangis, bikin sedih aja. Trus dia baik- baik, menyebalkan banget gak sih-_-

Jadi, yaa jelas ajasih gak bisa lepas dari dia, gak bisa jauh- jauh dari dia. Sayang banget. Bisa dibilang gitu. Sampai- sampai temen- temen ada yang bilang kalo aku dipelet dedek, saking sayangnya sama dia. Mereka gak tau apa- apa, People say we shouldn’t be together. We're too young to know about forever. They don’t know how special you are, they don’t know what you’ve done to my heart, they can say anything they want 'Cause they don’t know us, they don't know about us. Don't know. I've tried to ask myself, should I see someone else? I wish I knew the answer.


Tapi kadang sih, males banget kalo telfonan lama- lama sama dia, bikin berantem. Ada aja yang bikin berantem. Dikit- dikit dianya sensitif. Tapi gak bisa ngerasain kalo akunya tersinggung dikit aja. But so thank you patient to faced me. Thank you for teaching me how to be strong. No matter fights, argues, miss understood, silences we passed. And now, I miss you, miss you so bad


"So baby, say you'll always keep me, truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you. In love with you. No one ever makes me feel like you do when you smile"-